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Welcome Tomodachi! Please feel free to browse through my blog and read the posts. Kindly leave a comment or a post at the chatter box before you leave. Domo arigattou ne.

~*~ Update/s ~*~

February 18, 2009
Owai! Profile has been updated. Links will follow in a month or so. Might change layout in a month or so too. Revamping on the process.

July 13, 2006
Finally! another update! Edited the links portion. added new links and added a new fanlisting. LoL. Changed the Comments Area. it's now back to a Pop-up Basis so as to not make it harder for the first one to comment. LOL. Made a new blog, shared with two college friends. you can view it here.

June 14, 2006
Woo. Pathetic me. I didnt realize that the Scroll Text Script is working on IE but definitely not on Firefox [slash] Mozilla. Changed the song on the Text Script. Now features the song "Sekai Ga Owaru Made Wa" by WANDS. Also, this blog is back to version one. :D

May 20, 2006
New Lay out! Featuring Raiha from the Anime/Manga Series, Flame of Recca. Redirected the site URL to kaminari-yoru.blogdrive.com. Another fanlisting was added. Still, the Scroll Text Script isn't fixed.

April 17, 2006
A new fanlisting was added. Commenting with pop-ups are only accessible when at least one had given a comment. Other links are finally edited and there were a few added. Still, the Scroll Text Script isn't fixed.

February 18, 2006
The permalink area is being used for commenting. No pop-ups at the moment. People who want to comment must click the link 'leave me alone' and will be redirected to Home but clicking the 'chestnut' button once again will lead them to the commenting area. The Scroll Text script isn't functioning properly so I still have to work on it.

Friday, March 27, 2009 waited `til 12:02 pm

something wrong

something must be wrong with me.

im quite aware that im not the most wanted and the most loved person of my so-called friends, and neither am i the most sociable one. im a self-confessed loner, anti-social, and a bit self-centered. that is one thing i dont get.

i went out with a few groups of friends a week to almost a month ago, and that was too elating in my part. i mean, i loved them. and i enjoy their company. not even a hard of stingy feeling in my heart do i hold for them.

but now, that unending invitations are coming right down to my doorstep, i cant help but tell 'i'll try' with a knowing remark that i do not really intend to go. i mostly reason out that i have a bunch of workload singing my name and i have deadlines to meet. well, those are true but... workload my ass.

true, ive been resigning to all these work i dont even want to touch just so i couldn't go out. weird as it is, im being an anthropophobiac. ive been eluding crowds for a week already for crying out loud!

not that i seek self help, it's just that this is a bit taking a toll on me over the past few days. people are looking for me, and i just keep on ignoring them. i know im such a lame ass not to tend to their calls, but then, there's something wrong with me. and i intend to find it out myself first.

true, chances may never come again, but to hell they are.

now i find myself sulking as i completely stare at the monitor for a full couple of hours, awaiting for mind to find its urge to finish my five-page paper due today. and news flash, i havent even finished HALF of the first page. now i should give myself a mental handshake, like a complete idiot.

oh gawd. i now sound as if im back to my fanfiction writing, which i unintentionally abandoned for a year and a half now. sheesh. how i wish i didnt visit ff.net last week. now im getting used to reading them again, forgetting all about the loads of schoolwork i have to attend.

now, as i heave an exasperated smile, i think it's now best for me to get my ass back to work or be sorry later.

tata for now~!

Currently listening to:
Cool with You: Platinum Collection
By Jennifer Love Hewitt

wait for me..

Friday, March 06, 2009 waited `til 12:10 am

you dont have to...

how can you know when love has finally interfered a friendship so beautiful and strong? how can one possibly save a friendship that took long for it to be what it is now if the other has decided to stay away for the hurt that s/he is feeling?

can be parting never be an inevitable process? can't friendship be put in the top list of priorities instead of keeping distance?

one may think i don't understand how it feels to be hurt.. in fact, i do. i do know how it feels to be hurt by unrequited love. and i do get the situation. however, i don't think it'll be right to put it up on me nor him. i never even expected it to go out like this, and neither did i want to hurt anybody. my point is, there is no reason for putting distance in between... it'll only put more pressure and more hurt for all of us.

alam ko nasasaktan ka.. pero sana alam mo din na nakakasakit ka sa pag iwas mo... nde naman natin ginusto na maging ganito di ba? pleeeeeeeaaaase. for the sake of friendship. please.